I know. I know you’re upset. You’re most often like this. The sky was blue today, it wasn’t so humid in the morning. Walking’s good for you. I know. I know. It’s okay, you’ve been here before. You’ve met this empty space before. It was right there all along, right?
You’ve got someone now. He’s been good. You’ve been good to him. Don’t worry, this is all just a start. The line will continue, it won’t stop. You’ll find some songs to share. He’ll understand your sadness.
I know. I know. What of it? Why else would such a thing exist? You have to remember that quite often it is what is beyond your control - what’s beyond your control. I know. You didn’t mean it. It’s not your fault.
Stay strong okay? Forget this and remember the words being written now. Keep coming back to what I’m saying. It’s okay. He wasn’t meant to fill that space, no one is.
Let it go. Live. Live. I know, just go for it. Run. Escape. Live your life. Get what you want, be happy. You’ve got every right to demand it. Because right now the world is changing right beneath your eyes and feet. No, it’s never going to stay this way. But it will never stay afloat either. The world and its people will demand more of you. So go, run. Listen to what ever music. Wear what ever shirt. Play your games, the ones that never stops you from playing. Go for it.
I know. I know. It’ll get better. That’s what he said. And it’s true. It’ll get better. You’ll have better days, just like before. Know why you’re broken down, understand it, then move. Run. Take a walk. It’ll get better.
Dad loves you. Your sister loves you. Mum loves you. He loves you. The world has given you so much luxury. Be thankful. I know, just be thankful. You deserve the most incredible life. This is all part of it. All this black.